My Doom

 What I would give for someone to stay

 For somebody to love when I open my eyes

 Or my heart

 When they really see me 

 To stay and embrace

 The fire I am

 To hold the monster I’ve become

 Maybe a warm touch will finally lift my mouth to a smile

 An embrace will set me free 

 The darkness I choose doesn't help 

 But why should I leave if I only take it with me? 

 The shadow of a winged monster follows close

 Telling of a doom 

 And now I have you

 No

 Keep away 

 Why take you down with me? 

 All hope may leave

 All life may burn

 But you will stay

 My life for you? 

 Yes

 This shadow of a world needs life like yours

 I can only destroy it